Wow...9 months is already here! As of this tuesday (10/7/08) we are 37 weeks along which means that Carson can come at any time and he would be considered full term. I think that this has kinda started freaking Matt and I out...we could have a baby with us any day now! I must admit that my biggest worries are breast feeding, lack of sleep, and lack of knowledge about how to take care of a baby! I think these are all pretty reasonable fears though. However, we heard a great sermon today about uncertainty. The pastor suggested that God purposefully leaves some uncertainty to life because that is what faith is all about, and he doesn't plan to change that. But what he will help us with (if we have faith) is taking the fear away that is associated with uncertainty. This was TIMELY...God doesn't desire for Matt and I to be terrified... but I know He is chuckling up in heaven every time he brings a new life to new parents because we just have no clue what we are doing! God's little sense of humor, ya know?
Matt and I have stayed busy despite me slowing down quite a bit. Exercise is
getting tougher...I've pretty much been sticking to water aerobics. Yup, me and the old ladies... it's awesome! We are still hitting up as many sporting events as we can. We got to see our rammies beat UNLV this weekend in football and then watch the girl's vball team take down #25 Arizona in the evening. We have started checking out all the families at the events now (rather than strictly the game)...we can't wait to dress up Carson in his CSU garb and take him out! I have enclosed a picture of Matt and I at the CSU game...oh what a belly I have!
I have two weeks left in work and that is starting to freak me out as well. I am really excited to be done with my current job because certain people I work with will not be too missed. I am probably going to be in shock though not having a job anymore as this has been my identity for a while now. I can see myself pursuing part time or per diem work in about a year...but who knows! I just have no idea what to expect (See paragraph #1 - uncertainty).
Our nursery is nearly complete except for a bit of tidying I still need to do. I was told that if the nursery is completly done, you're baby will be late. Thus, I am leaving a few things to still be put away (hee hee). My dad was AWESOME and built Carson two model planes that we have hung up in the nursery. He is a proud Papa...and Carson will love the planes. I have enclosed pictures of them. I have also enclosed pictures of my prego belly at 36 weeks. I'm gettin big!
Thanks for all your continued prayers and thoughts. Hopefully next blog will show Carson in person! AHHHHH! Keep praying!










